Where am I?? Hmmmm everything and everyone is moving but i feel numb. i feel something which can't be put into words.......................... where am I?? Sometimes i feel as if i've lost myself but.......but.... how can that happen?? How can someone lose oneself. uhhh... the very next moment i erase all such thoughts from my mind. At times this world seems weird but again... i know... at times even i seem weird.... weird to everyone around. Hey but I DON'T CARE. I've been using these three words since ages....i don't care. whenever something happens leaving me into the dumps of life... the first few words that i say to myself are-"I don't care". But don't know why today i feel that I DO CARE. Everything that i think is too contradictory but thats how i am. At this moment-i am doing just anything like thousands of people who post in stuff without caring about what people would say. May be i'm doing this because i want to divert my mind from something that's bothering me............i want to feel at this moment that yeah i wrote.... i did something better than just crouching under my blanket, switching off the lights, talking to myself, doing things that don't interest me, missing people, feeling alone or watching the night sky. May be this is how everyone has to live. And this is how even i've to live. Things are really strange today. It seems as if i've locked up myself-all the doors and windows are closed, coincidentally the closed windows are even covered with curtains-hmmm today i can't even look at the stars........... yeah coming up to the point I M FEELING ALONE and i do care-i care about people around me,i care about some sweet and innocent dreams, i care about this nature.........i care about myself too. But i know-the next morning will bring in special moments, beautiful times and ofcourse things would be back to normal again-i know a new day brings a new light........... and so i m smiling......... waiting for tomorrow....a better tomorrow..................

A smile-just one smile would do it all. A smile would wash away ur tears, a smile would beautify your feelings, a smile would make you feel better. Just one hearty smile and yeah you'll feel nice, you'll feel blessed, you'll feel lucky because you can SMILE. When your heart cries out, when you feel lost and when every soul in this world seems to be a stranger ; when you see your life slipping out of your hands, when your tears don't seem to stop, when even days seem dark , when you are alone-sitting in a crowd but still you are ALONE, when you can't dare to voice your feelings, when you keep looking around, looking at the stars, the night sky and feeling the cool breeze; yeah then just try to feel it, just try to SMILE. Smile with an open heart, smile as beautifully as possible, smile because you are a part of this world, smile because you mean someone to someone; smile because you love people and over and all smile because people love you............

Whenever you feel lonely and long for a loving touch-just hold your hands together................close your eyes........ and think about every wonderful moment that life has given you, think about moments when special people have made your life even more special, think about moments when you feel the colours of life, your closed eyes would give you a beautiful view, view of the charm that life has brought to you, a view of every tear that leaves your eyes, a view of every sadness that might have torn you apart, a view of every emotion thats invisible to the world, a view of every change that you have brought in someone's life and a view of every little SMILE that has ever been on your face- every smile that reflects love.
Just hold it on your face, dont let it leave you, yeah be proud-YOU CAN SMILE. Just look at the sky once, close your eyes and smile to yourself. Life is beautiful and you will feel that with every little smile. Keep smiling friends.