Where am I?? Hmmmm everything and everyone is moving but i feel numb. i feel something which can't be put into words.......................... where am I?? Sometimes i feel as if i've lost myself but.......but.... how can that happen?? How can someone lose oneself. uhhh... the very next moment i erase all such thoughts from my mind. At times this world seems weird but again... i know... at times even i seem weird.... weird to everyone around. Hey but I DON'T CARE. I've been using these three words since ages....i don't care. whenever something happens leaving me into the dumps of life... the first few words that i say to myself are-"I don't care". But don't know why today i feel that I DO CARE. Everything that i think is too contradictory but thats how i am. At this moment-i am doing just anything like thousands of people who post in stuff without caring about what people would say. May be i'm doing this because i want to divert my mind from something that's bothering me............i want to feel at this moment that yeah i wrote.... i did something better than just crouching under my blanket, switching off the lights, talking to myself, doing things that don't interest me, missing people, feeling alone or watching the night sky. May be this is how everyone has to live. And this is how even i've to live. Things are really strange today. It seems as if i've locked up myself-all the doors and windows are closed, coincidentally the closed windows are even covered with curtains-hmmm today i can't even look at the stars........... yeah coming up to the point I M FEELING ALONE and i do care-i care about people around me,i care about some sweet and innocent dreams, i care about this nature.........i care about myself too. But i know-the next morning will bring in special moments, beautiful times and ofcourse things would be back to normal again-i know a new day brings a new light........... and so i m smiling......... waiting for tomorrow....a better tomorrow..................