Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Hmmm lets get on n write something.....got a chance to convey my feelings here...after a really long time........ohhhh i miss those days so much........ today what i intend to write here gonna be too informal for words....they'll jus portray my feelings, my smiles, my tears....very directly...very simply........
The world n its people....all seem to be strangers......we all have friends.....a family.....parents......but at the end of the day....everyone is a stranger......so the ups n downs of life.....the beautiful times.....the testing times.....all teach me that i need to know myself........ Have read somewhere-" Try to be yourself. Be very honest about who n what u are......If people like u....thats fine.....if they don't ......thats their problem. "

But its too tough to entrap such sayings in our minds...... the most prominent quality of a human is to be social.....we are always so concerned about what ppl would say....or how they would react....At times, these ppl...this society....these thoughts... make us forget our real selves..... Isn't it weird....Weird that we are not realising the truths behind our existence.....Weird that we are not yet sure about the essence of our lives.... No one knows what has to be changed..... all our ideas...thoughts...assumptions...are so faint...... The basic problem with we human beings is that.... we don't wanna think.....or may be we don't wanna do something about our own life....jus because our lives are controlled by what others say n the way they react..... Are we sure that it is our life????? No dreams, no interests.......we are jus surviving.....fighting to be ahead of everyone else...... workin day n night..... leading a life full of tensions, fears, frustrations......and huhhhhhh then after all this .... we don't have time to think...... think for the better of our soul n heart....... Then why does man still stand up..... high......reaching all the impossible destinations.....standin on the face of the moon n shouting....I AM THE WINNER.........
I wonder how can someone who has lost himself be a winner..... someone who has worked against his own interests....jus to gain what the world calls SUCCESS.......
Why can't we define success for ourselves...... where have we lost our innocence..... our smiles.....our soul.... For me.... eating an icecream on a cold rainy day.... can be the definition of success......for me facing struggles to make myself strong...can be success........For me failing once to achieve bigger next time.....can be success.
We just need to know what success means to us....we jus need to ponder on our own lives....n think....jus because at times....little things...... smaller moments...... n stupid thoughts can make us know what our happiness is....and then afterall happiness is synonymous with SUCCESS.....

" Don't stay away from the rising sun
Don't feel so scared of the rains;
Just try to smile with the shining moon
And find some cheers from ur pains.
Hold ur success tight in ur fist
Spread ur wings and fly....
Coz this would give u the freedom to think
N u'll stand up and try......"

2 comments:

Unknown said...

nikki can u plz help me ??????????
well i want to know how u express all the things so clearly???????????????????????
this is my first time when i got a chance to appriciate someone from the core of my heart...........

nikki if u dont mind................. i want to know u better.......i want to talk to u...........i want to share a couple of moment with u.......so that i know your views and share your exprience.....

anxiously waiting for your next post...........
take care and always keep smiling..............and if there is any problem and if u feel depressed i am always here to help u in all ways.....

Aman Nougrahiya said...

"Try to be yourself. Be very honest about who n what u are......If people like u....thats fine.....if they don't ......thats their problem"..
10 out of 10..