DEATH... Literally death means "the end of life". When I write this blog, I gather all the courage in my heart and soul to express what I've been feeling.
Life is limited. I've always taken life for granted.....Never gave a thought to the fact that we all will abandon this world someday. Someday our life will lose its pace. Someday our breaths will take a halt. Someday all the dreams, the plans, the cheer would break all of a sudden...and life won't be "life" anymore...
I'll never forget those eyes, that excitement, the charm and the dreams that her heart held... I'll never forget those steps where we sat someday to talk about...DEATH. I'll never forget the comfort she always gave me...the care, the love, the concern she had for me....I'll never forget those endless discussions we had about every feeling, every hope, every smile, every tear and every part of life...
When the rain drops touch me...when the stars twinkle...when the sun beams...I just try to feel her presence in every iota of nature....may be because I can't accept that she has left me....because I know that she never wanted to go. She always loved whatever i wrote...and today when I write this for her, I can't stop the tears that wet my face...the tears that are still waiting for her to come and wipe them off...

After she left this world....DEATH seems to be something different altogether....I know death can't be something that's harsh or cruel...Death can't be darkness in light...Death can't be despair and grief...Death can't be insensitive and numb....Death can't be an END because she holds a light...a smile...a fearless and beautiful aura...and I know that wherever she is must be a place of serenity, purity, love and "LIFE".... A life better and more absolute than anyone can imagine...
"You'll always be there in my heart...I know I'll always miss you badly but... I've been trying to feel you and I know you're there...looking at me...smiling and trying to tell me that you're happy....and life is beautiful:-) "

I pray for your soul
For the serenity you hold,
I pray to find your presence
In the warmth and in the cold.
Thanks for being a part of my life
for your love and friendship too;
The only thing I wanna tell you is
"I REALLY REALLY MISS YOU"....