An endeavour...

Yeah, am getting back to it…in fact trying to get back to it. WRITING…honestly I never left it; just the way you can’t leave you soul, even after you die. No matter what, you always hold on to your soul. You lose your structure, your body, every iota of the substance that envelope this soul…I think that’s when you do not lose yourself. ‘Cause that’s the only thing really left…your SOUL.
I know am not writing something that’s much of an eye-opener. I am somewhat writing because the more I distanced myself from this, the farther I got from my soul. I like being real. I like being ME and of course I like being the real Me. Every soul in this world is pure. Yes, untainted and beautiful and that’s why am trying to love each soul. Its not that I hated anybody but may be I never really loved everybody too. The entirety and magnificence of love brings the feeling of delight in me…and may be in you too. Ever thought of this?
Moving forward, I would say that today am not writing for anybody else. Instead am just writing for myself, for the girl I’ve always been.
I realize so many things from time to time. There’s a good deal to know about, a lot to learn, there’s so much to smile on and yes, there’s a lot to cry for as well. This one life is so full of everything; emotions-loads of them, expectations, desires, dreams, frustrations, apprehension, affection, hatred, pleasure, sorrow, splendor, aloofness and just everything else.
There are numerous things I still wanna learn. One day I want to learn ice-skating, the other day its sketching; the third day I wanna learn how to play a guitar, the next day I wanna ride a horse and this desire and wish of learning goes on. In the same way, there are several things I wanna dream about. Truly, I want to set myself free. I want to leave behind the losses of the past, I don’t want to look forward to the uncertainties of the future; and what can I say about the present? About this little moment that am holding right now? Yes, I know it. In the present, I just wanna SMILE :)

Someday, the sunbeams will make me warm
The clouds will send those drops of rain;
The breeze will touch me and it’ll touch my soul
And life would not be so mundane.
I wish to see my dreams
With a clear and unbiased view,
I wish to fall in love with love
And refrain from all the things untrue.
I hope to hope for beauty
For being just pure at heart,
Feeling the sunbeams, the raindrops, the breeze
And being myself for the most part.