Bound!!!

I feel somewhat culpable. I was going through my blog when I suddenly realized that the last time I posted was over an year ago. I sit down to introspect...Why coudn’t I write? And somehow I don’t have any answers. The last one year of my life has brought about a number of changes in the way I live, the way I work and the way I look at relationships, friendships and love. Living alone makes you a responsible person but at times it grabs away from you the time which should have been solely yours. When I say "live alone"... I don’t mean being aloof or living in a house all by yourself because that would certainly make anyone go insane. When I say "live alone", to me it means being accountable for your own life, for your needs, your dreams. It means taking your own decisions, learning your own lessons, knowing that you are the one who can make yourself smile and you are the one who will wipe your tears. Life brings forth so much, all at the same time, but this is my time to feel complete. I do not think too much anymore, that is hugely because I am really busy. There's work at office, work at home and work everywhere. There are friends all around and you are supposed to be with them at all times. Yes, it doesn't leave me with any time to be with myself anymore and that in turn helps me 'not to write'. About dreams, I feel 'dreamless' because they are so haphazard that I never know what to do with them. About my 'past', I feel beautiful because those were testing times and I evolved into a strong person because of my past. I need to think more, introspect, look into my own life and choices, set the right priorities and then I will come back because my love for writing is still intact. I should go on and on and write forever.